He said I would never run again
/Dear Doctor... I was so relieved when you said “your running days are over.”
It gave me some closure as I grieved my increasing disability. It relieved me of the feeling that it was my fault for not trying hard enough.
I was trying so so hard. And just kept declining. Your words set me free for a little while. Helped me to accept the loss.
But you forgot to finish your sentence. You should have said:
“Your running days are over... FOR NOW.”
But you didn’t know. You couldn’t have. And I am grateful for the care you gave me. Neither of us could have anticipated that, 10 years after I left your office with a walking boot and ankle brace to help manage my pain...
That I would run again.
Never mind the goofy compression socks. I’d wear a chicken suit to run if it meant that I could stay healthy and strong. Because I know...
There will come a day in all our lives when we cannot run, cannot walk, cannot crawl. But today is not that day for me. Not yet. I will continue to move and stretch and push back. I will strive and rise. And I invite you all to join me from wherever you are...
Because many of you have asked for another Rise Up & Run Virtual 5k... and it’s almost time to open registrations!
Crawl, walk, run, shimmy, scoot, or roll. Come as you are. And watch for the announcement.